Cloudy's Cafe- a conversation zone-April 1, 2009

[Dragonshadow]

Update - As I may have mentioned, there was some... Unpleasantness... A few months back with some guy, S, which left me depressed and seeking counselling, which I may not get for a year. Things have, well... Gotten worse. I saw a guy who had a passing resemblance to this guy on my way to lecture. He kept staring at me. Just... Staring. It scared me. I went a building and two floors away, and it didn't feel far enough. I kept expecting him to come after me. I thought he was sent by S. I genuinely did. I was scared almost to panic because I thought he was after me. I've thought peopel were talking behind my back before, and I can dimiss it as paranoia and disbelieve it, because I know it is my brain acting up. But this... I totally beleived it. Paranoia as a reason for it never crossed my mind. Even now I still can't quite get out of my head that I wasn't right. Even though I should know I wasn't.

Anyway... I'm going to tell my university tutor about this, since it has got worse and the counselling service still hasn't got back to me.

On the whole though, I can be happy. I'm better when my boyfriend is around for two or three days of the week, so there is hope yet for me.

Still soldering on.
DS

[Wolf Rider2]

That sounds awful! We're all here for you, Dragonshadow.

[Variol (Farseer) Elmwood]

Originally Posted by Dragonshadow Update - As I may have mentioned, there was some... Unpleasantness... A few months back with some guy, S, which left me depressed and seeking counselling, which I may not get for a year. Things have, well... Gotten worse. I saw a guy who had a passing resemblance to this guy on my way to lecture. He kept staring at me. Just... Staring. It scared me. I went a building and two floors away, and it didn't feel far enough. I kept expecting him to come after me. I thought he was sent by S. I genuinely did. I was scared almost to panic because I thought he was after me. I've thought peopel were talking behind my back before, and I can dimiss it as paranoia and disbelieve it, because I know it is my brain acting up. But this... I totally beleived it. Paranoia as a reason for it never crossed my mind. Even now I still can't quite get out of my head that I wasn't right. Even though I should know I wasn't. Anyway... I'm going to tell my university tutor about this, since it has got worse and the counselling service still hasn't got back to me. On the whole though, I can be happy. I'm better when my boyfriend is around for two or three days of the week, so there is hope yet for me. Still soldering on. DS

Well, at least you're a Drow Priestess now. Imagine what you could do, in the name of Lloth!

[Dragonshadow]

Oh I plan to do much smiting of infidels. And drunks. And the naked guy called errr, Naked Guy, who runs around my halls, on the fifth to ninth floor. His party trick is... Well... He's naked.

[Firestormalpha]

Just imagine the trap you could set up with duct-tape, barbed wire and a can of shaving cream.

[Variol (Farseer) Elmwood]

Originally Posted by Firestormalpha Just imagine the trap you could set up with duct-tape, barbed wire and a can of shaving cream.

What DO they do at your church, boy?!

[Dragonshadow]

They teach him the stuff important to life, clearly.

[Wolf Rider2]

I think stuff like that should be compulsory learning at school, uni and probably a revision course when you get a job. It could be very important one day.

[DrowArchmage]

What do all you americans think of Obamas stimulus package?

[Wolf Rider2]

I didn't know you guys got a stimulus package too - I thought that was only Rudd. Well, good for you. Spend it well if you receive it.