a story i wish to share

Harkoliar · 11-25-2003, 08:17 PM

i got this from my email and as usual would like to share this with you guys. it is a little bit long but.. here it is

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>> >I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
>> >
>> >His name is Jin.
>> >
>> >I always though t of him as a friend until last year, when we
>> >
>> >went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with
>> >
>> >him.
>> >
>> >Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my
>> >
>> >love for him.
>> >
>> >And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each
>> >
>> >other in different ways.
>> >
>> >I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there
>> >
>> >were so many other girls.
>> >
>> >To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just
>> >
>> >another girl…
>> >
>> >“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
>> >
>> >“I can’t”
>> >
>> >“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment
>> >
>> >grabbing me.
>> >
>> >“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
>> >
>> >He was always like that.
>> >
>> >He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
>> >
>> >To him, I was just a girlfriend.
>> >
>> >The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
>> >
>> >Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’
>> >
>> >before.
>> >To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
>> >
>> >He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued
>> >
>> >till 100 days…200days…
>> >
>> >Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a
>> >
>> >doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
>> >
>> >Then one day…
>> >
>> >Me: Um, Jin, I …
>> >
>> >Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
>> >
>> >Me: I love you.
>> >
>> >Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
>> >
>> >That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me
>> >
>> >the doll.
>> >
>> >Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
>> >
>> >The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room,
>> >
>> >one by one. There were many…
>> >
>> >Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
>> >
>> >When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,
>> >
>> >and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
>> >
>> >But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was
>> >
>> >dark… he still didn’t call.
>> >
>> >It w as already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
>> >
>> >Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me
>> >
>> >and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the
>> >house.
>> >
>> >Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
>> >
>> >Me: Jin…
>> >
>> >Jin: Here…take this…
>> >
>> >Again, he handed me a little doll.
>> >
>> >Me: What’s this?
>> >
>> >Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it
>> >
>> >to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
>> >
>> >Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
>> >Jin: Today? Huh?
>> >I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
>> >
>> >He turned around and walked away like nothing had
>> >
>> &g t;happen.
>> >
>> >Then I shouted…
>> >
>> >“Wait…”
>> >
>> >Jin: You have something to say?
>> >
>> >Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
>> >
>> >Jin: What?!
>> >
>> >Me: Tell me
>> >
>> >I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
>> >
>> >But he just said simple cold words and left.
>> >
>> >“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you
>> >
>> >are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
>> >
>> >That was what he said. Then he ran off.
>> >
>> >My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground. He
>> >didn’t want to say it easily…
>> >
>> >How could he….
>> >
>> >I felt that…
>> >
>> >M aybe he is not the right guy for me…
>> >
>> >After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just
>> >
>> >crying.
>> >
>> >He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
>> >
>> >He just continued handing me a little doll every morning
>> >
>> >outside my house.
>> >
>> >That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
>> >
>> >After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
>> >
>> >But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on
>> >
>> >a street…with another girl…
>> >
>> >He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed
>> >
>> >me…as he touched the doll…
>> >
>> >I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my
>> >
>> >room, and tears fell…
>> >
>> >Why did he gave these to me…
>> >
>> >Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
>> >
>> >In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
>> >
>> >Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
>> >
>> >He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
>> >
>> >I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
>> >
>> >I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him,
>> >
>> >that… it’s going to end.
>> >
>> >Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
>> >
>> >Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
>> >
>> >I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen
>> >
>> >and joking around.
>> >
>> >Soon, he he ld out the doll as usual…
>> >
>> >Me: I don’t need it.
>> >
>> >Jin: What….why…
>> >
>> >I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
>> >
>> >Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t
>> >
>> >want to see a person like you again!
>> >
>> >I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike
>> >
>> >other days, his eyes very shaking.
>> >
>> >“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.
>> >
>> >He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
>> >
>> >Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just
>> >
>> >throw it away!!!
>> >
>> >But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
>> >
>> >Then…
>> >
&g t;> >Honk~ Honk~
>> >
>> >With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
>> >
>> >“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
>> >
>> >But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the
>> >
>> >doll.
>> >
>> >“Jin, move!”
>> >
>> >HONK~!!
>> >
>> >“Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
>> >
>> >That’s how he went away from me.
>> >
>> >That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to
>> >
>> >say one word to me.
>> >
>> >After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness
>> >
>> >and the sadness of losing him…
>> >
>> >And after spending two months like a crazy person…
>> >I took out the dolls.
>> >
>> >Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we
>> >
>> >started going out.
>> >
>> >I remembered the days I spent with him and started to
>> >
>> >count the days… when we were in love…
>> >“One…two… three…”
>> >
>> >That was how… I started to count the dolls…
>> >
>> >“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty
>> >
>> >five…”
>> >
>> >It all ended with 485 dolls.
>> >
>> >I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
>> >
>> >I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
>> >
>> >“I love you~, I love you~”
>> >
>> >I dropped the dolls,shocked.
>> >
>> >“I….lo..ve…you??”
>> >
>> >I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
>> >
>& gt; >
>> >“I love you~ I love you~”
>> >
>> >It can’t be!
>> >
>> >I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
>> >
>> >“I love you~”
>> >
>> >“I love you~”
>> >
>> >“I love you~”
>> >
>> >Those words came out non-stop.
>> >
>> >I…love you…
>> >
>> >Why didn’t I realize that…
>> >..
>> >That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
>> >
>> >Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
>> >
>> >I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,
>> >
>> >that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
>> >
>> >It had his blood stain on it.
>> >
>> >The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…
>> >
>> >“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each
>> >
>> >other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t
>> >
>> >say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you
>> >
>> >forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you…
>> >
>> >everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
>> >
>> >The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked
>> >
>> >god, why do I only know about all this now?
>> >
>> >He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last
>> >
>> >minute…
>> >
>> >For that… and for that reason… to me… it became
>> >
>> >courage… to live a beautiful life…
>> >
>> >END OF STORY.....

Sagramore · 11-25-2003, 10:18 PM

Wow...that's really sad...i think i had gotten that one before...touching, really.

Gabrielles blades · 11-25-2003, 11:31 PM

thats sad

Dragonshadow · 11-26-2003, 08:49 AM

That was really sad. Makes you think...

Donut · 11-26-2003, 08:56 AM

I'm waiting for the punchline!!!

Bozos of Bones · 11-26-2003, 12:50 PM

OK, that was sad. I think I'll read it all over again with Evanescence - Hello in the background, just to see how many buckets can I fill with my tears.
P.S.
I don't undersand the purpose of all the >> >. What's up with that?

wellard · 11-26-2003, 03:08 PM

Damn Harkoliar, Ive got something in my eye now [img]tongue.gif[/img]

Lady Blue03 · 11-26-2003, 03:24 PM

That was really sad, if i wasn't at school I would have let myself cry

I always tell my friends I love them, because you never know when they could be taken away from you

Xen · 11-26-2003, 03:25 PM

That really sucks!

Sythe · 11-26-2003, 05:51 PM

I think it was stupid. Maybe I feel that way because I receive a ton of emails like this. But nevertheless I think it's very idiotic.

11-25-2003, 10:18 PM	#2
Sagramore Avatar Join Date: December 26, 2002 Location: Connecticut Age: 36 Posts: 528	Wow...that's really sad...i think i had gotten that one before...touching, really. __________________ \"\'Fleshy, honey\' the paladin said, \'Yes, baby\' said the golem\"<br /><br />I have seen the others and I have discovered that this fight is not worth fighting<br /><br /> <img border=\"0\" alt=\"[pimpser]\" title=\"\" src=\"graemlins/pimpser.gif\" />

11-26-2003, 08:56 AM	#5
Donut Jack Burton Join Date: March 1, 2001 Location: Airstrip One Age: 41 Posts: 5,571	I'm waiting for the punchline!!! __________________ [img]\"http://www.wheatsheaf.freeserve.co.uk/roastspurs.gif\" alt=\" - \" /> <br />Proud member of the Axis of Upheaval<br />Official Titterer of the Laughing Hyenas<br />Josiah Bartlet - the best President the US never had.<br />The 1st D in the D & D Show

11-26-2003, 12:50 PM	#6
Bozos of Bones Apophis Join Date: July 29, 2003 Location: The Underdark cavern of Zagreb Age: 38 Posts: 4,679	OK, that was sad. I think I'll read it all over again with Evanescence - Hello in the background, just to see how many buckets can I fill with my tears. P.S. I don't undersand the purpose of all the >> >. What's up with that? __________________ MAKE LOVE, NOT SPAM!

11-26-2003, 03:08 PM	#7
wellard Dracolisk Join Date: November 1, 2002 Location: Australia ..... G\'day! Posts: 6,123	Damn Harkoliar, Ive got something in my eye now [img]tongue.gif[/img] __________________ fossils - natures way of laughing at creationists for over 3 billion years

11-26-2003, 03:24 PM	#8
Lady Blue03 Xanathar Thieves Guild Join Date: January 18, 2002 Age: 39 Posts: 4,557	That was really sad, if i wasn't at school I would have let myself cry I always tell my friends I love them, because you never know when they could be taken away from you __________________ Yep I'm still lurking!

11-25-2003, 11:31 PM	#3
Gabrielles blades Baaz Draconian Join Date: April 26, 2002 Location: florida Age: 43 Posts: 761	thats sad

11-26-2003, 08:49 AM	#4
Dragonshadow Quth-Maren Join Date: February 17, 2003 Location: Portsmouth Age: 35 Posts: 4,145	That was really sad. Makes you think...

11-26-2003, 03:25 PM	#9
Xen Symbol of Moradin Join Date: June 5, 2002 Location: Slovenia,Ljubljana Age: 37 Posts: 8,554	That really sucks!

11-26-2003, 05:51 PM	#10
Sythe Ra Join Date: May 19, 2002 Location: The US of A Age: 36 Posts: 2,365	I think it was stupid. Maybe I feel that way because I receive a ton of emails like this. But nevertheless I think it's very idiotic. __________________ Slythe is back! Back again! Haha! <br /><br />[url]\"http://imageshack.us\" target=\"_blank\"> [img]\"http://img472.imageshack.us/img472/9928/130blood4ts.jpg\" alt=\" - \" /></a>

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