Update on my mom

[Leonis]

Tobbin, I wish you peace and comfort. May your pain be no more than you can bear, and your healing be a journey of discovery. My heart goes out to you and my prayers go up for you.
Take care mate.

[WOLFGIR]

Originally posted by Tobbin: quote: Originally posted by WOLFGIR: I am so sorry to hear this Tobbin. I wish you the strength to go on and that you always will remember your mother with the fondest of memories. I´m sorry friend..

Thank you for your best wishes. And I mean that to everyone who responded here. I never realized how important friends were until my mom died. At work, everyone was telling me how bad they felt that she passed. My work even bent over backwords to help make me feel better. I am still stunned. Everything seemed to just stop dead in their tracks, but every once in awhile, things seem to start flowing again. My sister and I are a lot closer than we have ever been. I guess we have to now since there isn't any other immediate family. Still, all of my priorities have changed. All I can say is I will try to make her (mom) proud of me. I will try to become who I was meant to become. In many ways, I feel like I have let so much life go on around me. Well, No More. I'm ready to become apart of that life now.

EDIT: Howl with me once more my friend. We will drink to her memory. I have missed talking with you. Maybe next time we meet, it will be under better circumstances.

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL[/QUOTE]To her memory my friend!

HOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooWL!!

Even a lonely echo of a howl feels empty in the moments of sadness my friend. You know that you can always find me by mailing me or try to catch me online at MSN as wolfgir@hotmail.com if you want to talk Tobbin!!

I´m glad to hear that you and your sister are close to give each other comfort!

[Tobbin]

Again, I just wanted to thank everyone for their best wishes. It has really meant a lot to me. More than you can know. I'm starting to feel a great deal better now. I know my mom is with my step-father, like she always used to say after his death. And she is still trying to help us (me and my sister) even in death. I have never really dealt with death too good. Even this time, I let my sister do most of the arrangements, or come up with most of the plans on what we needed to do. There were times when she faltered and I would step up to help her. During our lives, my mom took care of most of the issues that death brings. I'll have to admit, I was pretty traumatized by it all. We have endured though, and the sad fact of the matter is that we still have to live out our lives. Death seems so final, but really it is change. The only question comes about whether we leave life a better place than when we came into it. I can say that my mom has meant a great deal to a great many people. She was always a kind woman. Especially to children. She literally gave the shirt from her back to help kids. My mom always felt bad about children in need. Thats where a lot of her friends came from. Friends that now must deal with her being gone. We will miss her, but will always remember what she stood for and what she added to our lives.