To add here, I found out today that my grandmother has just been diagnosed with breast cancer. Its in its early stages so the breast may not even have to be removed but with just the tumult it created in the family and how I felt about I have more of an idea how you must be feeling now. Although for you it must be 100 times worse
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"I was born of darkness. My fathers eyes closed before mine opened. I am not of this world or the other, and I have the right to be what I am..."