Most of my friends smoke, and it seems like most of our social life takes place in pubs. A couple of years ago I was offered a cigarette while we were out drinking - and I took it. I am now hooked, although I never feel the need to smoke when I am not in the pub, in fact unless I have had a few drinks the thought of smoking disgusts me!
But then I am out, all my friends are smoking and I start twitching for a cigarette.
Yes, I feel shame. Now I have admitted it, I am going to quit.
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Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so.
Epona of The Laughing Hyenas