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Originally posted by 250:
why do I keep mess things up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just a thought 250, but maybe you aren't messing things up between the two of you. Maybe things between the two of you are just messed up. There is a difference.
I don't pretend to know all about your situation, but based on many of the things I've seen you post about this relationship, it seems a bit one sided. Sometimes in life we want what, we know in our hearts, we can't have.
Be honest with yourself and ask whether you are getting what
you need from this relationship. If you aren't getting what you need, it's not much of a relationship. I hope I don't sound harsh (I don't mean to), but its something you should begin to focus on.
To thine own self, be true.