Hmm, well I have truoble controling this life as it is. I donīt think that anyone but you can answer how "true" this is. You have to find the answer yourself I guess. Perhaps some of the other ones here can help you out more thatn atheist-me..
However, I wish you good luck in finding your answer!
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