Dear Zateel and all,
Once again, thank you for taking the time to explain to me what you know of this subject.
Just to clarify that I'm 25 years old. I remember the first time I thought of this, I was about 6 years old and woke up crying because I was terrified. Since then, I've had about 3-4 more "intense" periods where the self-doubt got particularly bad.
I've tried reading the Bible, but there are so many names in it that after a while, I was quite lost and bewildered trying to link one person to his ancestor/descendant. I kind of lost the big picture trying to figure out what was going on.
However, I have to admit that tt's a good idea to read up on this. So, I'll give it another try one of these days. Hmm, maybe I should read different books in parallel...
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