I'm sorry to hear that, I kinda know how you feel.
I almost had the same problem at a certain time in my life...about 7 years ago. I was drunk most of the summer dropped out of school and I threw away eeverything good in my life and when I realised it I almost commited a suicide but the thought of my little brother who was 3 at the time kept me from doing it. I sought help and went back to school a graduated and apologised to all the people who I had treated badly. I didn't ask for their forgivness just made them know I was sorry.
If I were you I'd try to get into school and go on with your life, thats what I did, and while my life is not exactly a bed of roses then at least I'm alive. Like Blade said one day at a time.
I hope you'll be okey.
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