Bahamut - I cant tell you how you can deal with your depression wothout knowing far, far more about it than would be appropriate for you too post on an open forum.
If you really would like my advice email me.
jude@judyhope.co.uk
I am a psychiatrist and as part of my training I hav elearned psychotherappy as well, so I know aobut both talking treatments and physical ones like medication. I CANT treat you but I can help you decide where to go for help if that is what you want. There is absolutely no pressure on you to come to me for advice - no way will I be offended if you don't.
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