Hi Nachtrafe !!!!
Dont worry about the size of this all, you can always hide and find your personal corners where everything looks familiar and you feel ok
. i myself dont like crowds a lot, i usually am in the bg forum, much smaller and personal, you are more than welcome to visit it if you are playing it or you have any doubt about it ! Anyway, the good thing about this site is that even if its so big it has an incredibly high percentage of nice people (id say near 100%), so dont worry and dont be afraid to talk to the crowd !!
See ya !
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"I miss the Angel... and I mean that I REALLY miss her" -Ertai, Captive of the Blinding Angel