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Originally posted by Bahamut:
hmm i dunno... this morn i felt restless, kept on checking if anyone messaged me or something in my celfone... and i was uneasy, not just restless- like something bad happened. i thought first of 'her' and wanted to text her, but i didn't... maybe it was just a feeling... and then there was this girl about my age in the news... she died. never seen her face but i want to... maybe it's connected? i dunno... i am disoriented... i just felt awkward today... i though i was gonna have fever, but nope... what the hell...
You know I occasionally wake with the most profound sense of dread, I search all through the people I know and or care about and then world events to see what triggers it....in the end I have come to the conclusion that either some alternate reality of myself has died (Ala Jet Li in "The One") or it was just a random sequence of hormones and chemicals in my brain that set off spurious signals.