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Today I took my life away,
what did I do..what can I say.
Wish I could have found another way,
To be here tomorrow, not yesterday.
I couldn't run with the flow,
I had to flee, I had to go,
I wasn't mainstream....If you see what I mean,
It may seem that I'm mean...
But I'm not.
Just lost in a world of forget me nots,
peaks and troughs, I can only see what I've lost,
never what I've gained,
I remember my pains, and the dormant thoughts,
I look at myself and I see the warts...
and all...
Now I hear the call....
I took my own life.
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YOU FOOL YOU FOOL!!!....
come the words to my ears,
of my peers...
And they were right.
I've blamed everyone, been so uptight,
I thought I had the God given right,
to torture you all, now it's all my fault,
and upon my own web I'm now caught...
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I'm stuck, I'm stranded...I'm going...
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Going
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I have been such a fool,
I didn't know how to make the call,
I walked crouched instead of tall,
my minds jester has had a ball,
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the jester plays his final hand,
a poor one....
and so departs this land.
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It's not the way,
I see that now,
I've been a pig, a proper sow,
nothing else can hurt me now....
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Idiot I am...
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But too late...
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I'm dead
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and gone
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and buried
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Wish I had a tomorrow,
but now only yesterdays are mine,
Oh man life was so sublime,
but it's now lost,
and what a cost,
and so somehow,
I'm gone,
no warmth,
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see the worry upon my brow...
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I am fading now...
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into..
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please....
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.try.....
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to......
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remember me.......
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