guess what?? you guys are never going to believe this..

there may be some hope for me afterall. the embassy just called TODAY regarding my visa (and my father with the embassys help was able to convince Uni Sydney to extend thier deadline of my tuition fee enrollment) and that my visa applicaiton has finally been approved. they just called today and now i just had my medical check-up, a step closer for the visa procession.

i cant believe it, just a few days ago, i finally convinced myself to finish my studies here (actually classes just started last week) now im preparing to leave in nearly 3 weeks. the answer is not final though. i dont want my hopes to be too up until i see myself having that darn visa and im leaving. [img]graemlins/1pissed.gif[/img]
and right now im kinda confused.

i just settled everything here and was getting comfortable then boom... there is and 50% wants me to go and 50% wants me to stay. i mean, after i just convinced myself its for the best to stay, then im suppose to leave. i find myself in a fork to two roads. im kinda lost.

i guess the sudden information took me by surprise and hit me harder than i expected.
i also have some fears which i may not be able to cope over there. i hope you guys (memnoch & wellard) could help me adjust "very quickly" since when i arrive there, i would only have a couple of days before school starts which sucks. since it will also be my first time there. im also worried if i have the proper education to handle everything. this is a big step and frankly no macho can cover the fact im still scared to leaving my home to a bigger and wider world. (parties and bar-hopping is a good way to adjust

j/k)
still im just saying the update, and i will post here for further updates. so dont put to much hopes yet but i guess this is the closest so far to go to australia. there may be a chance for me yet guys so wait for me