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Old 03-26-2003, 08:50 PM   #129
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Originally posted by antryg:
I mean that I am angry and ready to commit mayhem. I took time out to calm down and clear my mind. That just made space for me to hide the bodies. I've sharpened my knife so that it can cut a butterfly scream (I tried it and it does work.) and I'm raring to use it. I've already cleaned out my cabinets and started making explosives I remember from organic chemistry. It's ALL ABOUT GIVING. I have a lot of things I want to give my in-laws, especially my stepdaughter.
You sound like where I was a few days ago with my new neighbors and one of my dogs...the dog barks at anything, especially people and these two wenches were leaning on my fence chatting, one of them holding a baby even while my dog furiously barked her head off...I went out with pity for the neighbors because I know the dog barks (I learned to tune it out) and I thought I would do them a favor and let them continue to lean on my fence and visit without the dog harassing them. Sooooo, I went out, wrestled the dog to the back of the house and brought her in just to see my other dog get ticked off that i did not defend our territory properly so he took over where the other had "left off" (gotten dragged away from is more like it). Soooo, I drag him off too only to have the girl get out when I put him in, and all this time the neighbors are ignoring me (but they do let their kids throw rocks at my dogs when I'm not watching). After another round up of the first, the second dog tries to get out and I had a hell of a time getting and keeping them BOTH inside. To say that it took me over thirty minutes is not a stretch...the male is stonger than me and the female is squirrely on a leash, she knows how to tie your legs up with it to make you let go (but I know the you can't tie me with your leash dance LOL)

Anyway...after all the time and trouble I went through to give my rude neighbors an afternoon of peace outside, the witches went indoors as soon as I had the dogs secured inside. Like they were only out there to harass it or something, I don't know but it ticked me off royally.

I've been dealing with a very good friend from my childhood being in Iraq right now. He left on a "twenty eight day mission" thirty days ago and I haven't heard from him since the night before the bombs started falling.

Those women don't know what kind of last nerve they struck with me by being rude to me and mean to my pets.

I came inside and got online and sought out all of those comfortable sights that deal in meditation and wrote an article for the Lil Lil Lil Show this week on the benefits of finding inner peace when the outer world refuses to let you have any.

I walked away from my PC so calm, cool, and collected that my roomie nearly made me wet my pants when he walked in and said hello....just the break in the silence I had not heard/felt in so long made me literally fly out of my chair LOL.

Anyway...check out the site in my sig for some good thoughts and good links to getting that last nerve back.

And send the stepdaughter over to a friend's house for the night

*hugs*

(hugs are always good)