[realbinky]

Dreaming is quite alright, but remember, they always get replaced by reality, sometimes better and sometimes worse. Pushing, forcing, or expecting dreams to come true doesn't work - I think you were expecting, not too much, but to strongly (you were too *sure* of it) and maybe trying to structure/force it a little extra. Let it flow, guide it gently. This may not be over, and it may be, or it may end up in the middle, with you as friends - that won't be so bad, everyone can use 1 more friend. Keep your dream alive of finding that special someone, don't give it a time frame, don't expect it today, just let it come. Believe that, in time, the reality that replaces your dream will be so much better than the dream was.

PS, If Cloudy can find someone, anyone can [img]tongue.gif[/img] (Just kidding Cloudy, I'm surprised it took as long as it did, you are A-OK! [img]smile.gif[/img] )