Well as a friend once said:
"I can have, or become anything I want, if only I could be bothered to do it.."
And that is as I feek right now more or less.
If I can have it, well I see if I can take it, before I take it though, I see and try to feel if I really want it, and what the consequences of my desire will lead me. Usually it leads nowhere so I donīt bother.
Hierophant, nice post!