[Ladyzekke]

How do you know I've never tried Heroin Neb? Or any other drug for that matter? I've tried a little bit of everything LOL. Wasn't impressed by Herion, nor speed for that matter, made me feel sickly hyper. Went out with a guy for a year that did PCP. Did it now and then with him for six months, but it made me paranoid and scared sometimes, and sometimes it impaired your ability to actually talk. My brain was fine, knew what it wanted to say, but when I opened my mouth, this retarded gibberish came out. Had no problem quitting that drug! Never felt addicted to it at all. Cocaine though I love-love-loved for a few years, but it affected my sleep and I got to dreading my Last Man Standing situations (for those of you that know what I'm talking about LOL). Pot I was addicted to 24-7 for years, but visited relatives for a week where I couldn't smoke it, and when I came back, I didn't feel I needed it anymore. I also used to drink a lot, to where I would get uber-drunk and would get sick and black out, etc. etc. I don't do that anymore either. In my own personal experiences, I say ciggarettes was harder to quit than anything else. Because ciggs are legal, you can feel free to just smoke em anytime, all the time, anywhere. They become a part of your life in such a personal way. They integrate themselves into your daily routines. They give you something to do with your hands when you are bored. The craving for a cigg is very physical, in your chest, and when you smoke a cigg it is very relieving, and relaxing. It's wonderful. Just like I remember snorting coke was wonderful. God I loved that drug. Never quit it cause it sucked and I didn't like it, nope, quit cause it was a slave drug, and ciggarettes is the same deal.

And when I quit smoking, cold turkey, oh yeah I had some withdrawals LOL. First 24 hours of quitting I had a big headache, I felt lethargic, and funny enough my chest hurt as if I had just smoked 100 ciggs in a row. I wasn't able to sleep at night very well for 4 days, my body would literally jerk every so often and it would wake me up frequently. I finally went to the drug store and bought some Sominex (a sleeping aid) and took that for a few days until I was OK to sleep on my own again. After a few months went by from no smoking, I didn't physically crave ciggs anymore, but the mental part of the addiction, which is major, still was there and I started to fall into depression, feeling that since I couldn't smoke I wasn't having fun. That now life sucked cause I had to sit there and not smoke, when I so enjoyed sitting there smoking, ahhhhh.... That went on for weeks, and it was just so bad and I felt so depressed I couldn't look ahead and see anything good without ciggs. Support from friends helped me get through it, and they know who they are. [img]smile.gif[/img] It's not just the nicotine when it comes to the addiction factor for ciggs, it's the other ingredients too, and also the habit factor that ciggs worm their way into that illegal drugs cannot do.

Keep on arguing about it though if you want, I've said my opinion and am done.
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