thanks everyone for the much needed support. and memnoch, how wise you said that. it also reminded what Thomas Moore said "failure
to love is one of the best opportunity to discover oneself"
gosh, she said some nasty things to me. but I am not in so much pain as yesterday. there is no place for me in her life. I am not relieved, instead, I feel sad. sad to leave her like that. but you are right, there is nothing more I can do.
kinda remind me when Drizzt killed the elf girl in disguse in Sea of the Sword.
Drizzt said he felt sad. and Brueoner said "one less friend me has if ye don't"
sigh, guess I am home.
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