250, ever since I heard about it...I don't remember how long ago or what thread, I have been changed in the way I view my own life and those I love...most importantly, what would I ever do in a similar situation. Your example of strength and devotion to her has been for me very important. There are people on this forum that will attest to the truth of those words.
I know you worked harder than alot of other men would have in your situation, and you are honored for your effort. Apparently, she is not wanting to let go of the past. (I imagine that it is almost impossible to do so).She (to me) does not want to be healed at the moment.
Damn...I hope that sounds right...
I suffer greatly the thoughts of what might occur, daily. It has made me nearly crazy. Knowing only a little of your related history has caused me to strive for home and family protection...maybe to the extreme...but not in my mind.
All I can say is, you tried your best to show her you wanted to help, and if she refused to see it, then you cannot be blamed. Please sleep peacefully now.
[ 05-26-2002, 08:28 PM: Message edited by: Larry_OHF ]
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