Thank you Rudy [img]smile.gif[/img]
Yeah, my heart has been giving me trouble all day...the last thing I needed was to have to hurt my sister's feelings and know what a ruckus it is going to cause with her, my mom, and the other siblings on the (game) board. I wanted to cry about it when I did convince myself to send her the truth...to not answer would only prolong the agony for all of us but so does playing along. I can't though. I know its my mom's game and some sacrifices are going to have to be made if I am going to be rid of it. I love my sister and I can easily be drawn into keeping her in my life...but then there are those days like today when I haven't heard from her for months and she makes an appearance through an e-mail with absolutely ridiculous excuses why she hasn't been in touch with me that are contradicted by everything else she has to say about what is going on in her life and then she says she cares so much while she's doing mom's dirty work.
*sigh* This is when I feel like all the caring she ever pretends to have is just that...pretend. That or she is as nuts as my dad and aunt said she is and I'm dealing with a person who has a multi-personality disorder. Either way, my health is not up to it, I've been through it enough times to know it will only get worse if I don't stop it now. I'm not going to cry...she's got her *cough* family to make her feel better and I know from experience that I feel better when they all just stay away from me.
Hey, you need to add to my list of horrible threats LOL
P.S. I just wanted to add that I am very happy to be part of IW's family.
This place rocks.
[ 04-24-2002, 12:28 AM: Message edited by: Moni ]