hey bahamut!
give it to her!! what do you have to lose? (besides a angry boyfriend who became a ex-boyfriend because of you, hehe just kidding). honestly, if you wish to give it, then do so, what do you have to lose by it?
coming from experience, i actually wrote a similar poem to a girl i was chasing last year (who broke my heart 2 times already
) and still turned me down again... sigh... but anyway here is goes:
(it is around last last year during x-mas and this poem includes a gift, its been a long time ago)
When You Read this Letter
-It must be Christmas Day
-Morn or Eve/ Day or Night
-I hope you are doing Ok
-Today is “d” season to be jolly -today let no lie block thy eye
-Today only peace and love
-Today is Christmas time
-Time has passed by so fast
-You are in college, my high school wont last
-Nearly a year and a half of Friendship ties
-I thank thee for thy friendship that binds
-I thank thee for thy friendship
-Sometimes I wish for more or less
-I speak with an open heart
-I truly don’t know what is for the best
-I am not ready
-Yet ready am “I”?
-It’s been a year
-And all the time it’s been “hi”
-It’s been a year since that fatal incident
-A memory I wish to forget
-Now I guess I only ask for thy friendship
-Nothing more, nothing less
-Friendship I only ask
-And let bygones be bygones
-I wish to start anew
-And have the friendship we once knew
-Anyway I am far from the topic now
-Yet I have said what I wish to say
-Have a merry Christmas and a happy new year
-Let us go on to our merry way
Remember:
~ Be Strong Be True May the Lord be with you …
God Bless and Take Care
nothing special happened when i gave it to her, but it did make my heart feel a little better by giving it. (but she turned me down anyway). this one i just made a couple of months ago when i really wanted to say goodbye ( hey its my fault, i could not get over her for nearly 2 years
)
The day you stopped calling
The day when I started missing
Never knowing how much value you are
Now my reach to you is now so far
Those times long past
Everything happened so fast
I knew things wont last
Yet how I wished things was what was
Now I have seen you again
Pent up feeling what was closed, opened once again
Yet I know things are different between you and I
I don’t know how, I don’t know why
I feel I have become a pest to you
Always the same, nothing new
It’s not your fault for I made the judgment
It’s not you to blame, its not you who has the burden
I wish to say goodbye
This last gift is my last sign
Of the love I hoped to have
Of the joy I wished for you yet never had
As I cut this ties that bind me to you
I will retain the friendship I have with you
Never forget, this is not the end
Yet when I see you, it will be the eyes not of a lover but of a friend
but i never actually gave this to her yet, since i wanted to see if my courting change... answer: very little
but i still havent gotten around to give it to her... reason: i found a new girl [img]smile.gif[/img] . its kinda strange actually, i had no intention of her (my new GF) to be my GF but it just kinda happened last month actually. but i guess its one of the best kind of love. the girl i was courting before is still my friend despite my childish behavior of love towards her ( i confessed that to her) [img]smile.gif[/img] . so what do you have to lose?