I would have to say I am True Neutral.
Looking upon myself, I cannot say that I exhibit strong Good or Evil tendencies. I am siply not an outstanding individual. I generally abide by the law and social strictures, and yet my actions, as determined by myself, lean to both sides, and yet never extreme. I have gotten out of a seat on a shuttle bus for an elderly woman, and I have done detestable things to children much younger than I (no, not THAT... just calculated psychological attack). I believe in Order and Individualism. Things just balance out. It's the way things are, and the way things will be.
Take a look at the Corporate exec whose company dumps crap into the environment or actively keeps people addicted to substances, or hires sweatshop labor: These people do not consider themselves to be evil. These people whose corporations are oppressive in some way or another, given the option would say that they are Chaotic Good, probably. They actually probably do not set out to pollute or oppress people (again, probably), and yet you who are not they would call then Lawful- or Neutral Evil. But what would someone else say about you? Are you the person who is always right? The person who yells in traffic at people who transgress in some small way in which you yourself have been guilty previously?
I am simply not fooled by my desire to see myself as a Good Person. I have no illusions about the fact that I am not one. Nor am I Evil. There's not much special about me. I am an entity that exisits amongst the various social rules and expectations, breaking some, abiding by others, and getting by knowing that it just doesn't matter as long as neither extreme takes any form of dominance. Extremes worry me. I become uncomfortable when thinking of fundamentalism of any sort.
Blah blah blah. I rant, I rave, I should shut the heck up, huh?
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