[Galadria]

250, i just read all the posts. I know that you're hurting (poor boy, you're just 19) but trust me, if she says she doesn't want to be friends, then she's just trying to distance herself. I know, when my (future) husband and I broke up once, that I said all those things because I was panicking, not able to know my feelings. Later (too much later) I realized what I missed and we got back together and now have been married almost 7 years. So, if it's meant to be, it'll happen. But there's nothing YOU can do. Just be there. She's the one who will decide.