Im back again tonight ... dont know for how long ...... after maybe a couple of the hardest emotional days of my life .... I was faced with the decision of giving up on a potential relationship with a girl who I just knew was it from the first I saw her, or going for it .... and Ive decided to go for it with some help from one of my best friends. And I hope and pray it works out cuz I would die if it didnt .. Im taking a big risk cuz if it doesnt work out I know I'll do something stupid (probably get in a wreck ... I take my frustrations out on my gas pedal) but I wouldnt feel like I had a reason to live if it didn't .... I've liked girls before .... but never like this ... this is different. So wish me luck .... cuz Im really gonna need it for this one. Hopefully I'll be able to come by more soon. Cya guys
