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Hi everyone I actually have a free moment so I thought Id drop by here and vent or somethin' ... I havent been able to post for awhile cuz Ive been soooooooo busy , I started working for an Internet Company in Sales and am working on creating a couple new divisions, and actually integrating the company I was gonna start with theirs, Ive been getting chemotherapy for my crohns disease ( it helps a TON and its not the kind that makes your hair fall out or anything ) I still work nights at my other job which equals 80+ hour work weeks (Im soooo tired) I just had the last bit of my savings leached from my bank acount by a certain insurance company that decided to use auto withdrawls to screw me over. My settlement for the car accident I was in over a year ago is almost done (apparantly I have a 10% imparement) Im preparing to serve a 2 year mission for my church (I even have my job garanteed when I get back with this internet company) which means I have to finish getting 10,000 dollars together. Ive never had more or better friends then I have now, but somehow I still feel very isolated and alone. I long for a companion who I dont have the guts to go for do to bad experiences in the past. Crap I feel like Im being pulled in so many different directions with my emotions right now I could explode. I need someone but for now I wont be able to be with anyone. Sorry for venting , just thought Id update on whats goin on in my life right now I might be back in in awhile but If I dont get sleep Im gonna break down physically and emotionally.
Best Wishes and Happy Holidays
Domingo
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