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WARNING!!
If you are not interestd in the ramblings of a melancolic man, do not read any further!
For those of you who are brave enough to read on, here it comes..
Anyway, I was on my way home from a meeting with one of my teachers..
And he told me he didn't think I was motivated enough to study hard..
Of course I thought about it, and then when I was sitting on the subway home (a bit low, since the teacher told me I wasn't doing too well), it struck me!
What the hell am I doing in school?!
I have already wasted most of my life in school, and what for?
So I can just get some well-paid job, and work for another man, until I retire and are supposed to finally live, when I can barely make it to the toilet on my own?
Is that what life is all about?
To study, and let people press in enough information, in a very short time, so I can work the rest of my life?
I wan't to live!
To see the world!
To love!
To experience true friendship!
To live!
Isn't that what life is about?
I mean sure, people say that I can travel on my holidays.
That I can have a private life even though I work.
But I don't think I should have to sacrifice my life, just so I can get enough money so I can live the life I wan't to live!
This society isn't fitted for those who don't work.
I wouldn't be able to survive, if I lived the way I wan't, and I think that is terrible!
Life is a great gift!
It shouldn't be wasted on living like a slave, which people think is absolutely normal these days..
I feel sad when I think about this..
What is there to live for?
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