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I'm a Jerk.
Yep, thats who I am, and I'm this way by choice. I'm not a wife-beater, and I dont abuse my girlfriend (those types come under psycho), I'm just really...a jerk.
I'm not ashamed of who I am, I can be stubborn as hell when I feel like it and I speak my mind without caring who hears me and I can be a real "badboy" (damn I hate that term) when it comes to image, or lifestyle, or opinion and all that.
I guess to a certain point chicks find it attractive, until they think that your image is really what you're made up of, which is mostly untrue. They want nice, stable, normal and honest guys for nice, stable, normal and honest relationships.
I used to think it worked for me (it still does actually), but when it came down to it most girls couldnt handle it because they were mistaken about my true personality (which, admittedly, is not very well potrayed by my image). My image is a part of me, but its not all me. I just like to let the wild, evil, devil-may-care part in me, the part that admittedly treats girls like conquests(they HATE this one), who hates everyone, that sorta thing.
I've always believed that if a girl really loved me, she'd see through it and accept it, so many I havent met the right one yet.
So its both a screen and a beacon..
Did anyone understand this? I was trying to put the other side into perspective, like Ronn_Bman
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No-Name Face
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