hey 250,
for some wierd reason or not, i think we are going through the same problem right now... i having a pretty hard time with my own relationship right now and i do feel to share you my own experience recently... i trying (very patiently trying) to court this girl right now (im in first year college btw). we have been friends before and i fell in love with her two years ago (althogh something happened and had to end before it even started) , but i got over it. but when we met again in college, i fell back in love with her.
. right now im trying to talk to her but always she doesnt have the "time" and "energy". i know that she is having famliy problems (big ones) and broken up with a guy before ( i know that one too because she confided that with me as a friend (and i backed off then since i respected the girl and the guy and dont want to butt into a relationship). since im kinda more mature now, when i look at it, it still hurts for me to even push through with the realtionship.
reasons:
1. she doesnt have time to even talk on the phone at night time
2. i feel its a one sided realtioship since she doesnt respond to my messages
3. i hardly get to meet her like only once a week because of our conflicting schedules
4. she admits that "i may try but we will never know the answer for a while"
5. i dont know if she aviods me purposely or not
in love reason to continue the relationship:
1. im her friend
2. she is having a hard time in her life right now that i feel that its not her fault that the relationship its not working out
3. i like (love?) her
personal conclusion:
1. maybe she doenst want a realtionship so she will not get hurt if something happens
2. maybe she is afraid to take that path again since she has been hurt already
3. i dont know what else...
4. help?
here is my own experiences 250, maybe you might get something from it
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