Thanks guys, and Exxon, actually I'm going to work, I have a job which I hate because it hardly pays the bills and which is why I'm looking for another one and mainly because I'm trying to move from this place to the city, I'm living with my parents in the town I grew up in since July and it's awful. But you are right I shouldn't give up too easily, it was just a moment of despair there. I'll keep searching.
And skywalker I'm sorry for your trouble, I really hope things get better for you.
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