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Old 10-14-2001, 03:44 PM   #10
Fljotsdale
Thoth - Egyptian God of Wisdom
 

Join Date: March 12, 2001
Location: Birmingham, West Mid\'s, England
Age: 88
Posts: 2,859
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Originally posted by Yorick:

I wonder if this has anything to do with your mothers reactions to me as well? Hmmmm

WHAT reaction to you?! Hey? Hey?

LOL! Seriously, I'm very fond of you Yorick! But, yes, I DO overreact to the way you express yourself, sometimes - just as you do to me!

Yes, it is partly due to 17 years of physical and emotional abuse from my husband. I was living a breakdown that no-one was aware of for much of that time, not even medical practitioners, because I was a good actress. I spent all my time in 'public' being a 'nice, gentle person'. My children suffered from my hair-trigger frustrated anger though.
But it wasn't just my husband. My childhood had been pretty dreadful, too, in many ways, though I have some good memories. Suffice to say that I was mentally and sexually abused by my brother for for several years, as well as being attacked and abused by him and some of his friends when I was only about 8. My parents didn't believe me, so I never told about the later stuff. And I was always bully-fodder at school.
Enough of this! No-one bullies me now.
The old bird is too tough, lol!

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