Dear RudeDawg,
I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been through:
I do empathize with you, especially the bit about the health problems, having been so near the brink of death myself last year.
I know it may not always seem this way, but it is best to keep connected with other people...it really does help. Jo (Charean) had let me know in private e-mail how you were doing, and I communicated back with her on this. I don't know she ever relayed the message to you, but my e-mail is still
sazerac1963@yahoo.com if you wish to converse.
Take care of yourself, guy! Remember, YOU'RE the one who's the most important in your situation...you come first.
Cheers,
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I know who you are...I saw what you did!