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Yes, it indeed sounds as if you had had/ were having a very emotionally stressful evening tonight, dearest Wendy.
But there is no reason for apologizing at all: neither for not being able to be your usual witty and mischievous self tonight nor for the fact that it took the horror a couple of days to fully sink into your soul, before you were fully able grasp the whole magnitude of these terrible events. But all of this also has a very unreal quality to it (unless, of course, for the ones directly impacted), for me, who I am even further detached - both physically and emotionally - it still feels mostly as if I was watching an absurd movie. And people do react very differently to situations/events like these. I think we are both not the most impulsive types, so it takes us more time to react emotionally to anything than it would other, more impulsive people.
Sorry for the psychologizing ...
*Hugs*
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So long !
R³ - proud to be the official spokesman for the most noble Lady Bilqis, Desert Rose of Ironworks
Btw, the cow is queuing in the slaughterhouse right now !
[This message has been edited by Ramon de Ramon y Ramon (edited 09-14-2001).]
[This message has been edited by Ramon de Ramon y Ramon (edited 09-14-2001).]
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