everyday, I wake up, I think about my love

and I felt blessed
of course, when I am reading your story, i felt depressed too.
everyone has their down time in life, like I do now. the feeling is like, something you have believed so hard became very insignificant, all of a sudden. and all your effort is just a fruitless plant that dies and never grows.
but what the ■■■■, you cannot let the depression rule your life, and you cannot let it slowly kill you like that. I know someone who is physically disabled and achieved so much more than I do, so what about it? I felt encouraged, and I felt my own problems insignificant. buddies, there are so much more worse obstacles than the ones we are having right now, so ■■■■ the depression, be happy, and strike back at whatever is holding you back!