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Originally posted by Larry_OHF:
This took off faster than I thought it would. Well, Gabe hit on one of the lesser aspects of myself, and that is emotions. I can usually handle pressure to a good long distance, but whoever pushes over the ledge, so to speak had better run, duck, hide, whatever, because I become a differnet person. I have a terrible temper. But that is not my largest,most difficult and embarrising weakness.
Ok...this is not easy to explain, because you will have predetermined ideas of what I am saying before I finish. So, even after you see what I say next...please continue reading to understand the whole concept, not the little starter phrase...ready?
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My worst weakness is with beautiful ladies. The problem is that I can become easily charmed by the right girl. And I am referring to the spell, Charm. I can get lost in a pair of eyes. I can get entangled in a brunette's long silky hair. I totally lose my breath and forget about everything for that moment, as I see one of these angelic beings. I do not know how to explain what comes over me, except that I would murder if I was asked by this angel. I can fall into complete freeze, and feel sadness as I gaze upon her. I cannot get rid of this curse! Try as I might, A pretty woman can have her way with me. I become a stupid puppet.
There is a part in the novel Evermeet, by Elaine Cunningham that sugested that when the goddess (???) left the presence of the two elves (moon elves), they felt remorse and sadness deeper than the death of their most beloved could ever be. I can relate to that. I also feel an emptiness the moment a good lady has left my sight.
Now, the requisits are as follows:
-Brunettes are more likely than Blondes to succeed.
-A foreign accent gains more points than sheer beauty.
-Green eyes are more likely to hipnotize me.
-A singing voice also rules over sheer beauty.
-Must be a girl (woman) of virtue...(no tramps or easy women)
-Must sound feminine in voice.
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It seems you are 'afflicted' with a deep sense of passion. It can be both a blessing and a curse. Some of the most astounding poets and philosophers have the same trouble... but is it really something to be feared? I don't think so, so long as you will not violate your most important principals because of it.
I know where you're coming from, and have written long poems myself to vent the sheer anguish I have felt from just
looking at a woman. If she strikes the right chords in me, I'm right there with you. Can't concentrate, can't think straight, can't even talk. Like I said, a blessing and a curse. Enjoy the zest for life it gives you. But don't loose the important elements that make you
you because of it.
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"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure."