thanks debiler, Istaron, Bahamut, Moridin. It's great to know there is still one place I can go when I need to talk
debiler: I think I read you loud and clear but realy I think it might be impossible for me to say more than two sentences without making a joke
but ok I think I should try.
Istaron: "just hang in there, some day you'll find some people thinking like you do!" I hope not!! do you have any idea how much anarchy there would be with two people thinking like me
Bahamut: I think I get your point but I think in my case I should care. I mean I do have to spend three years living and going to school with these people. I can't just wait in hope that they will come to me. As for your "CONFIDENCE" advise, I say ya that's always a good thing. you seam very confident and I must say I admire that very much. oh and one more thing I am (at times) very carefree, loud and spontaneous surtenly not shy so I don't think that's the problem but I can't help but act like a dork
Moridin: I have thought about finding some one "in the same boat" but realy I can't seam to find any one. all well there must be some one out there I'll just have to keep looking. but hey I'm glad things are working out for you and your friend. again I must say I don't think shyness is my problem.
thanks again people I fell a lot better now
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Drake A.K.A. bocaj