Draconia,
Sorry to see you go. I totally understand. Your struggle is one I face every day of my life. My e-mail is in my profile. If you ever want to talk to someone that shares your experience, I'm available. I'm on MSN too. I know what you are going through.
Take care of yourself. I'll be thinking of you. Be strong, it isn't easy.
All my best,
Reeka
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