Bahamut - I watched my father die a slow death with cancer... about a year after that a couple of really odd events happened and he has been with me ever since. I totally believe your grandmother is looking out for you and is always with you. Were I to make a guess, she is probably proud as heck of you.
You are doing really well. And know if you talk to her, she is not only listening but will answer... pretty special.
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Defender for the Light -
Goodness knows there is a lot of Dark out there!! - Where are my matches?!?
Wandering Soul - Finding my life's calling is Bodhisattva
Looking for lost brain - I left it only for a moment....and there it goes... rolling under the table!!
Renunciate in Training
Trucker Punkin Fluffy