Well i don't want to say iam sorry cuz everybody seemed to cover that. But i would like to say that eventually problems go away just hang in there man. Like that one song said "Don't worry be happy" (this song lyric is probably the most hated song lyric of all time)
But anywayz, take care and since you sound like ur going through hell don't stop keep going eventually hell will end and heaven comes
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That's just my opinion, I could be wrong.