its human to feel that way... and insanity is if you do not know what you are doing is already senseless... meaning you think its normal, but man, it aint. we tend to lose control, and we know it. if we cannot rationalize anymore that part... thats insanity. we rationalize to keep ourselves sane, we adapt, try our best to run or be content with the situation. thats is because the mere fact is all too paiful to handle... wow what am i saying. i am destroying myself. for i know that the fact, the reality is all too paiful too handle and yet i still do it.
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I am Bahamut... and this Chiharu.