Rikard,
I read it and I care! You have friends here who will listen and do whatever they can to alleviate any bad feekings you have.
You have to understand re: your friends that 16 year olds on a whole are not that mature and it will be years before some of them understand the depth and sincerity of your feelings. In the meantime, consider what the ones said who you do think are mature (and deep enough) to really see the situation from your perspective. Not that you should cave and take their advice or accept that you are overreacting (becuse I know in your heart you don't feel like you are), but it will give you a chance to take a deeper look at what happened and how you are feeling about it, how important it is now and how important it will be ten years from now.
In the meantime, don't let the stress of it fill you with negativity, find other things to do and I bet the answer will come to you all by itself.
Love, Hugs & Peace,
Moni
