Aww man, I never clocked this thread earlier. Shit, look honey, I'll mail you shortly ok.....today. If it's any consolation Amber, I love you dearly....I truly do. I got things to say to you for your ears only, we already shared stuff...two way traffic....between us. You think I'd use, drop or intentionally hurt you....you of all people? I'd planned on mailing everyone when the flat is ready and just before I'm gone....I jumped in prematurely and it grieves me now. What I have to say to you is so deeply personal, involved and possibly long winded that I can't "jump in" and just type away, I just can't do that. You mean more and merit more than that to me. I need to be settled and focused, you of all people deserve that.......■■■■, I'd rather hurt myself than see you hurt. Bear with me babe....please....please.
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One love, peace.