A thought? False hope is no way to live a life, and you only have one Rikard. Spending your time worshiping a deity is not the way to feel fulfilled.
On his deathbed, Albert Einstein was heard to say ; "My work here is done"
He truley felt comfortable with death and belived he was here to work, to achive and to live on in the minds of the next generation. That is a purpose, and one that makes sense and benifits everyone.
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Jerome, Arch Nemisis of the OHF