there are a lot of things... that i wanted to show her... a lot of things i wanted to do... but first she has to decide if its me she wants in her life right now... that is one mistake that maybe, will never change. why would i waste my time and creativity on something i am not sure of being known or seen?
maybe, it was with my other experience with a so called friend... i posted it on the old forum. my mistake by telling her... and the fact that i wanted to say it for her to know the truth, i messed up. that time, she wasnt still over him... and i came to appreciate her that time and gave me ideas on what i wanted to show her...
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I...AM...BAHAMUT...AND IT IS YOU PEOPLE...I FEAR