Hey Ryan,
Whats all this man, you're a cool guy, and funny too, I don't want to see you down like this, it's not good. I have been clinically depressed, been on medication too, and it's not a way to be. Who said at 16 you've got more shit to come? It gets better and worse, I'll not lie to you, but don't think it won't ever change, because just by thinking that you've already affected a change in yourself. If today's bad, think, all it takes is one small event and everything changes, and you never know what that small event will be, - you've got to travel hopefully.
Part of my trouble too was being at an all boys school, but if you go to university as you say you are going to, then thats probably the best chance to meet and mix with girls in a social circumstance, and it make a world of difference to the way people interact.
Forget the suicide stuff, Ryan, whose that going to help? You wind up dead, and remember your dead for a long time, and besides the world carries on regardless.
Look at it this way we're all going to die in the end so lets see what we can achieve in the meantime, who knows in the future you may reach a stage where you are really happy, if you kill yourself now you'll never know.
I never met you but reading this is upsetting, I like to think of the people here as friends and I really care about you all. Ryan if you want to discuss stuff off the board you got my email (in the profile), but don't leave because you feel you are burdening us. Let us decide what burdens us, and since we want to help its no burden.
Your friend
Simon
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