Guten Morgen, Cloudkrauter !
(Btw, you do realize that it is 5:44 p.m. here, don't you ?

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Nah, you are capable of many things but not lurking, as you are so "verbose".
But don't worry about your German, you will find a way to talk non-verbally with your hands, even via the net, if it is that what it takes to make yourself heard.
I am sure of that !
And if you feel like giving it a try with verbally communicating in German again, I'll give you a hand.
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So long !
R³ - Co-president(s) of the Club of Broken Hearts