I am leaving this board…………my reasons are below:
When I joined this board, on the 12-09-2000. It seemed a friendly place, a few off topic thread…and lots of people being help. I thought I just finished the game and have a lot of free time, just being fired and all, might as well help people. Pretty soon I joined in with the off topic threads...and managed to piss people off...and so I stayed out of it for a while. Later I returned, and had some trouble at my end, so I had a different name, which was welcomed by some...but ignored at other times. Then I joined in with the first Black Knight thread, and I had some recognition… but only there...after the crash I try to put the pieces together again, but I didn’t seem to get much response at all, and was dogged by a post a made at a time of great stress....so I recreated my alias, I know people knew it was me...but I escaped the comments for a while. After receiving some comments, on my poetry, I started a new thread, but another post appeared…and mine even with my attempts to revive it peaked at 20...while the new thread spawned continuance and I have to admit I was bitter. Then I saw the next part of the lovers’ tale, and I joined in…only to, what seem to me, be asked to leave...confusion I wrote my self out completely. I stayed away from off topics a while, working on my attempt at a site, but I returned to a thread, wanting to create a guild to oppose the OHF, I though it might be fun and joined..only to find nearly everyone wanting to kill the founder, leaving me a the other members standing there…after a terrible day, I considered leaving this forum completely...and returning today, to say sorry for my outburst..I find only one person noticed it anyway. Adding to my reasons why I should leave...I am none presence...I post and am rarely heard. I give nothing to the board, and so my leaving will change nothing. In fact this entire post was pointless I guess.......I meant it as a lesson but what can you learn, I was welcomed at times, brought in made a part of it I guess...So the problem must rest with me...like so many others things...my leaving is my fault...another mistake...of so many......Goodbye.
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