[Variol (Farseer) Elmwood]

Originally Posted by Dragonshadow Update - As I may have mentioned, there was some... Unpleasantness... A few months back with some guy, S, which left me depressed and seeking counselling, which I may not get for a year. Things have, well... Gotten worse. I saw a guy who had a passing resemblance to this guy on my way to lecture. He kept staring at me. Just... Staring. It scared me. I went a building and two floors away, and it didn't feel far enough. I kept expecting him to come after me. I thought he was sent by S. I genuinely did. I was scared almost to panic because I thought he was after me. I've thought peopel were talking behind my back before, and I can dimiss it as paranoia and disbelieve it, because I know it is my brain acting up. But this... I totally beleived it. Paranoia as a reason for it never crossed my mind. Even now I still can't quite get out of my head that I wasn't right. Even though I should know I wasn't. Anyway... I'm going to tell my university tutor about this, since it has got worse and the counselling service still hasn't got back to me. On the whole though, I can be happy. I'm better when my boyfriend is around for two or three days of the week, so there is hope yet for me. Still soldering on. DS

Well, at least you're a Drow Priestess now. Imagine what you could do, in the name of Lloth!