[Dragonshadow]

Things have started to clear up. I spoke to a friend who knows me and the other guy (okay, I got pretty drunk with him) and when I got home this morning I had an email from my boyfriend. The thought that I am going to hurt the other guy upsets me, but this email... It broke my heart. It made me realise just how much I care about him. And I hate that it has taken me this long.
So I think I've made my choice. And I think I have made it fro the right reasons. Not because I'm scared of the consequences or change, but because I can't bear to leave someone I care so much about.