Oh man, i feel a headache comming... erhm.
When I hear of a worldview I have to admit, that I "steal" or loan bits I like, or see fit with s value that I have, or I simple reevluate my own. I have so far never truly fallen for any worldview sofar, and maybe thats not the point with them,but to give you hints and ideas?
When I first discover a new worldview, I try to read or find out the ideas alone. That way I try to see if it is basicly as I feel or if I feel enlightened by it. Something new that I have missed or is it based on something I canīt agree too?
The next step is to see how it is in real life. The practiotioners, and are they way out of there and have distorted the feel I got from the original ideas, I donīt call myself for a follower of that idea or worldview. I try to see wich pat is functional for me, or which ideas got me thinking more.
The practioners can also be the one that makes you reevaluate the concept thinking aof an ide both for better or worse, yet Iīm a bit of a lonewolf, and I tend to stay away from masses of people since I think that the more people shouting glory glory or bab bad, the less the true argumentation o do better is lost in a masshyptnotism that you ae doing the right thing, or see a thing more clear than others. I prefer little small talks with peope where one can state an idea or point of view without bein interupted. The net is erfect
. If it gets out of hand, just type, oups, my coffe is boiling!
(OK, crude joke) But you see what Iīm ggetting at I hope.
To answer the A question. I try to see what parts o an original idea that makes me reevaluate or upgrade my point of view of the world. Is it basicly the same, it has nothing to offer me. I want new ideas or new concepts to think, debate or even argue about. Can I know more than the originar? Of course, who is to say that one person got it right? But if it i so.. I don+t know or I donīt care. Some ideas are too perfect for me, since I have a bit of a pessimistic worldview as it is, I like the ones that tend to admit to problems, rather than futile ideas of reaching Utopia within the next month!
b) This ne i donīt even know if I can answer for you Yorrick. My mind sometimess work alone, and even leave me behind sometimes. My behavioural life is however not that close the my worldview. As I stated above, Iīm rather pessimistic in that ne, however I donīt feel that I have the right o act out that on all people or treat them after my point of view. I try to fight the pessimistic worldview I have, case that worldview isnīt fun. You donīt have to believ in that everythin is going to be alright or gloriuos for trying to make it so regardless.
My balance is not existing, my worldview change everyday, and so does my mood, and as person, thoose two things have o much to do with whom I am, i canīt have a balance, cause that would mean to give up on one of them. Probably going to be clearer if you know me, but that is had, cause i sometimes wonder if I know myself well enough to explain that
Supernatural experience. I donīt know. We sometimes make up a "perfect" solution to describe things so we can understand it. I might have, but might also have accepted it for something else.
I have no balance. Chaos is to much part of me, and chaos is balance and no balance at the same time!
Well if you gottenthis far, congratulations. I hope you can find some interesting in all my mumbling!
Cheers
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